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Ashley 6th june is my day MGS is what i adore she loves her darlings,God,church,churchies,GB,seniors and drums:D
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ramblings of a teenage girl
Ashley 6th june is my day MGS is what i adore she loves her darlings,God,church,churchies,GB,seniors and drums:D
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
gahh.that recent post was so..overdued.CHINA BANNED FACEBOOK WTH?!so yeah,i couldn't do my post): china was fun(: shopped alot(: not i realised how tiring it can be to shop for christmas gifts..managed to get the gifts everyone asked for(: i loved the SNSD cd!its..cool(: well,stayed shorter than usual.cause of sec 1 posting.on the last day which was when sec 1 postings came out,my mum told me i was going to guanyang,i actually was happy more than sad:D haha.i regretted going to whitley..well.i guess i'm okay now.haha
well,last week was kinda hectic but IT WAS FUN!!(: lets talk about what happened.
thursday,friday 3rd and 4th dec:
went for crazy planets outreach camp! it was fun,awesome,but tiringXD the children were really rough and running all over the place.i thought they would call you by your name but the were like 'jie jie' well,on thursday,we had to blow balloons,tape the floor and stuff.it was fun:D we worshiped God.WE SANG THE SONG WOW!! they didn't sing one way): then i met a girl called mandy aand yi jing oh and hui ci. the games were fun,well our group only played one game,i got wet it ended,when uncle ashley told us there was a lightning strike or smth. then when we were in the hall,we did a banner of what we wanted to be when we grow up(: i wrote i wanted to be me:D well,i actually want to be a biologist:D hahah,when we were reading other groups one i remembered only mariko's and norman's. mariko wants to be a princess and norman wants to be a lawyer.. hahah then i can't remember. FRIDAY!! eugene came:) oh and a new girl,victoria:)<-- the smiley face is cute!! hahaha i think i was looking forward to it cause of the night games:) we worshiped God:) then we PLAYED WET GAMES!! we played the game we played the day before and we improved! then the other game,we had to cross from one side to the other using chairs and then on the way,pick up water bombs. then one water bomb was too far so i used my leg and i stepped on it instead -.- ahahahah we didn't get wet,we got wet by the rain:D then we went to built our robot!! it was fun:D eugene was disgusting-.- he thought of using the balloon as the robot's toot.me and cherie was like:EUGENE!! there was leftover bottle brush and i made a heart!:D i still have it:) hahaha,it was fun:D then we did the finger trap thing. it was fun playing with it:) then..we had tea break. then mandy kept on following me.well,she and yi jing. gah,yi jing was..was..i don't wanna say.suck up and irritating. gah.then during the tea break someone said dunno what shaking hands is called rape.ah,it was fun:) night games were fun:) i promised mandy i'd sit with her we had dinner.then i broke my promiseXD then i think she got angryXDthen i told her i'd be back half the packet later.i sat with..jamie,sharne,mindez,cherie,kevin and fang qi.i was running back and forth to get em drinks.. when i was half finished i went to them.then i told them i gotta go back when i finished half. gah,i needed to get away from them for a while!clinging on like magnets!when we were in the social hall,mandy wanted me to sit with her,.instead of me moving to her,she moved to me.oh then me and fang ren(or is it the other way round?)we were talking bout the magnets sticking to us,i think.he told me he had one,while i had three.used to be four.then fang qi and fang ren lied on me.like on my legs,woah,it was heavy:) hahaah,then we had some experiment were aunty percy off all the lights and checked if anyone was afraid of the dark.i was freaking out.hahaha.then fang qi and fang ren started calling each other dear.i was like:my friends are worse.they use honey and darling. then fang ren said:its alright honey,i'm here for you. then i was like:you..were..talking to fang qi right fr:no..i was talking to you. i laughed and someone oh right,jamie shhed me. when we were put into teams,i was not in the same group as mandy!!yay!!hahaha..i was with sharne,fang qi,jamie and ermm,oh right fang ren.when we where going through the obstacale course,i hit my eye.like real hard.on the table.we were blind folded and had to go through this thingy. then we played this finger hand game. i got caught ermm..oh right 8 times.. it was fun(: okay,lets talk about sunday(:
sunday:
i woke up at 6 plus just to take bus and yeah the bus driver didn't believed i was a primary kid-.- and then i paid 1.40.WTH?! church was okay.i like wasn't the same without jerusha i guess.then we decided to go to qi's house. we went to astons and the p6s sat together and the rest sat with the rest. haha then ruth naomi and norman left.then we took bus and mrt.i sat with qi on the bus.we tried to sleep but couldn't cause the rest was too noisy.took the mrt.it was fast.well,i'm lazy.gah.then we..walked.a long one.not that though.then..we played.then fang ren taught charissa and mindez yellow on the guitar.then fang ren showed us some videos and it was so..painful.gosh.then fang ren kept pinching my cheeks..-.- haha.then we went down to play with the hose!:D it was fun(: i got tau poked like twice.first time was when fang ren sat on my hip.i hurt like so badly lah.then second time was qi fang ren then charissa.then jamie and i had to leave): but it was fun:D enjoyed myself(: it was my last sunday before i left for china.
lets do that again!its fun(:
i think i'm starting to miss MG already. i doubt i will be missing this particular person. i won't be mean and state that person. well,jerusha went to US and i'm missing her.i got no one to tell my problems to and yeah,its boring. life still has to go on. its boring.going for the crazy planet outreach camp on thursday. to tell the truth,i'm not in the mood for anything. i just feel like being ALONE. like just be alone with God(: well,i have nothing to say. i STILL haven't chose my schools.gah,so many things to do,so little time.okay,i gotta go
bye,
i'm missing you.
i love you.
hey(: haven't been blogging for quite awhile. well,didn't feel like it.
lets talk about Thursday.
well,thursday,you could say it was my worse day of my life.
i was there almost collecting my results.i cried before i even got 'em.i didn't dare to see so i asked my mum to see.then she smiled and said its okay.i was thinking of anything,my mind was totally blank. then when i saw my results,my heart really sank.it really really sank.my mind was blank,i started to cry,i cried on lao shi. then when we were walking back to the hall so i could say my goodbyes,i saw keziah,i cried again. then jerusha,vess,jamie tan and loh,marissa janjoy were there,then i cried,AGAIN.i was real sad.i was stoning,not in the mood for anything. well,i guess i got over it.i have to study super,super hard next year cause i want to try and get back in sec 2:D wish me luck!(:
well,i well,i'm really gonna miss jerusha,jamie tan and loh,jaslyn,janjoy,marissa,keziah,graces and all my seniors(: and ):
have to go,blog more some other time.
oh right,that reminds me. i gotta start getting christmas and farewell presents(: and ):
bye,
i'm definitely gonna miss you.
i love you.
i will lift my eyes to the maker,
of mountains i can't climb
i will lift my eyes to the the calmer,
of the oceans raging wild
i will lift my eyes to the healer,
of the hurt i hold inside
i will lift my eyes,lift my eyes,to you..
lift my eyes
i just came back from S.A.L.T camp and it was AWESOME!(:went with jerusha,vess,and jamie(:i think it was the best camp ever(:i made new friends and we played games but WE WORSHIPED GOD!IF i get back to mg,i wanna join salt(: but its in the same time as gb):gah.nevermind(:MY MAIN WORRY IS ABOUT TOMORROW!its the results..chill ashley.chill.Mrs Tay and Ms Ling wants to treat us to macs tmrw :D going back to salt camp(:IT WAS A BLAST!we played this game where we had to slide on this mat thing and there was banana,papaya and other stuff oh gross.but it was fun:D then after that,we had to walk on our butts and then drank this thing that had kaya,papaya,banana and cereal(quite niceXD)vess cried.oh and then AT 1AM,they woke us up saying it was 7.30 alreadhy..the meaning of that activity was that God would call us to do something at some unexpected times(:but it was fun:Dwe were eating kinder bleuno(:heh(: the p6es were the last ones to wake up(:the last day was awesome especially the worship part(:oh right!the theme verse is
then Jesus said to his disciples,"if anyone would come after me,he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me.For whoever wants to save his life will lose it but whoever losses his life will find it."
4 days..
4 days to my decision of school..
4 days of whether i'll cry badly or be happy..
i really wanna get back to mg..i don't wanna go to a neighburhood school cause most of them don't worship God..nevermind,i'm just gonna leave the results to God(:life's finally getting better(:S.A.L.T camp's tmrw(:i can worship God again(:ITS IN 4 DAYS..4DAYS..i'm freakin' freaking out.if you get me.
well,i think i'm mistly gonna miss GB,mg,the friends and the seniors from gb(: i can and can't wait for thursday
bye,
i guess i'll love you
camp was a blast:Dit was from wednesday to friday. it might be my last GB camp): missing it already): we went jurong bird park for the first day and the second half of the other.stayed in svhool for the rest.jurong bird park had better spagehtti than school:D well,i'm gonna miss gb.all the awesome seniors are there):on the last day,we had a christmas play and IT WAS AWESOME(:ruth was the love interest and siyue was the main character.yeah(: i'm gonna miss GB and the seniors(: I LOVE THE SENIORS THERE(:
bye
i'll still love you.i guess.
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
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Friday, January 1, 2010 ( 6:05 AM )
gahh.that recent post was so..overdued.CHINA BANNED FACEBOOK WTH?!so yeah,i couldn't do my post): china was fun(: shopped alot(: not i realised how tiring it can be to shop for christmas gifts..managed to get the gifts everyone asked for(: i loved the SNSD cd!its..cool(: well,stayed shorter than usual.cause of sec 1 posting.on the last day which was when sec 1 postings came out,my mum told me i was going to guanyang,i actually was happy more than sad:D haha.i regretted going to whitley..well.i guess i'm okay now.haha
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Sunday, December 6, 2009 ( 9:27 PM )
well,last week was kinda hectic but IT WAS FUN!!(: lets talk about what happened.
thursday,friday 3rd and 4th dec:
went for crazy planets outreach camp! it was fun,awesome,but tiringXD the children were really rough and running all over the place.i thought they would call you by your name but the were like 'jie jie' well,on thursday,we had to blow balloons,tape the floor and stuff.it was fun:D we worshiped God.WE SANG THE SONG WOW!! they didn't sing one way): then i met a girl called mandy aand yi jing oh and hui ci. the games were fun,well our group only played one game,i got wet it ended,when uncle ashley told us there was a lightning strike or smth. then when we were in the hall,we did a banner of what we wanted to be when we grow up(: i wrote i wanted to be me:D well,i actually want to be a biologist:D hahah,when we were reading other groups one i remembered only mariko's and norman's. mariko wants to be a princess and norman wants to be a lawyer.. hahah then i can't remember. FRIDAY!! eugene came:) oh and a new girl,victoria:)<-- the smiley face is cute!! hahaha i think i was looking forward to it cause of the night games:) we worshiped God:) then we PLAYED WET GAMES!! we played the game we played the day before and we improved! then the other game,we had to cross from one side to the other using chairs and then on the way,pick up water bombs. then one water bomb was too far so i used my leg and i stepped on it instead -.- ahahahah we didn't get wet,we got wet by the rain:D then we went to built our robot!! it was fun:D eugene was disgusting-.- he thought of using the balloon as the robot's toot.me and cherie was like:EUGENE!! there was leftover bottle brush and i made a heart!:D i still have it:) hahaha,it was fun:D then we did the finger trap thing. it was fun playing with it:) then..we had tea break. then mandy kept on following me.well,she and yi jing. gah,yi jing was..was..i don't wanna say.suck up and irritating. gah.then during the tea break someone said dunno what shaking hands is called rape.ah,it was fun:) night games were fun:) i promised mandy i'd sit with her we had dinner.then i broke my promiseXD then i think she got angryXDthen i told her i'd be back half the packet later.i sat with..jamie,sharne,mindez,cherie,kevin and fang qi.i was running back and forth to get em drinks.. when i was half finished i went to them.then i told them i gotta go back when i finished half. gah,i needed to get away from them for a while!clinging on like magnets!when we were in the social hall,mandy wanted me to sit with her,.instead of me moving to her,she moved to me.oh then me and fang ren(or is it the other way round?)we were talking bout the magnets sticking to us,i think.he told me he had one,while i had three.used to be four.then fang qi and fang ren lied on me.like on my legs,woah,it was heavy:) hahaah,then we had some experiment were aunty percy off all the lights and checked if anyone was afraid of the dark.i was freaking out.hahaha.then fang qi and fang ren started calling each other dear.i was like:my friends are worse.they use honey and darling. then fang ren said:its alright honey,i'm here for you. then i was like:you..were..talking to fang qi right fr:no..i was talking to you. i laughed and someone oh right,jamie shhed me. when we were put into teams,i was not in the same group as mandy!!yay!!hahaha..i was with sharne,fang qi,jamie and ermm,oh right fang ren.when we where going through the obstacale course,i hit my eye.like real hard.on the table.we were blind folded and had to go through this thingy. then we played this finger hand game. i got caught ermm..oh right 8 times.. it was fun(: okay,lets talk about sunday(:
sunday:
i woke up at 6 plus just to take bus and yeah the bus driver didn't believed i was a primary kid-.- and then i paid 1.40.WTH?! church was okay.i like wasn't the same without jerusha i guess.then we decided to go to qi's house. we went to astons and the p6s sat together and the rest sat with the rest. haha then ruth naomi and norman left.then we took bus and mrt.i sat with qi on the bus.we tried to sleep but couldn't cause the rest was too noisy.took the mrt.it was fast.well,i'm lazy.gah.then we..walked.a long one.not that though.then..we played.then fang ren taught charissa and mindez yellow on the guitar.then fang ren showed us some videos and it was so..painful.gosh.then fang ren kept pinching my cheeks..-.- haha.then we went down to play with the hose!:D it was fun(: i got tau poked like twice.first time was when fang ren sat on my hip.i hurt like so badly lah.then second time was qi fang ren then charissa.then jamie and i had to leave): but it was fun:D enjoyed myself(: it was my last sunday before i left for china.
lets do that again!its fun(:
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Saturday, November 28, 2009 ( 9:31 PM )
i think i'm starting to miss MG already. i doubt i will be missing this particular person. i won't be mean and state that person. well,jerusha went to US and i'm missing her.i got no one to tell my problems to and yeah,its boring. life still has to go on. its boring.going for the crazy planet outreach camp on thursday. to tell the truth,i'm not in the mood for anything. i just feel like being ALONE. like just be alone with God(: well,i have nothing to say. i STILL haven't chose my schools.gah,so many things to do,so little time.okay,i gotta go
bye,
i'm missing you.
i love you.
don't get the wrong idea.heh><
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Friday, November 27, 2009 ( 10:08 PM )
hey(: haven't been blogging for quite awhile. well,didn't feel like it.
lets talk about Thursday.
well,thursday,you could say it was my worse day of my life.
i was there almost collecting my results.i cried before i even got 'em.i didn't dare to see so i asked my mum to see.then she smiled and said its okay.i was thinking of anything,my mind was totally blank. then when i saw my results,my heart really sank.it really really sank.my mind was blank,i started to cry,i cried on lao shi. then when we were walking back to the hall so i could say my goodbyes,i saw keziah,i cried again. then jerusha,vess,jamie tan and loh,marissa janjoy were there,then i cried,AGAIN.i was real sad.i was stoning,not in the mood for anything. well,i guess i got over it.i have to study super,super hard next year cause i want to try and get back in sec 2:D wish me luck!(:
well,i well,i'm really gonna miss jerusha,jamie tan and loh,jaslyn,janjoy,marissa,keziah,graces and all my seniors(: and ):
have to go,blog more some other time.
oh right,that reminds me. i gotta start getting christmas and farewell presents(: and ):
bye,
i'm definitely gonna miss you.
i love you.
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Tuesday, November 24, 2009 ( 9:37 PM )
i will lift my eyes to the maker,
of mountains i can't climb
i will lift my eyes to the the calmer,
of the oceans raging wild
i will lift my eyes to the healer,
of the hurt i hold inside
i will lift my eyes,lift my eyes,to you..
lift my eyes
i just came back from S.A.L.T camp and it was AWESOME!(:went with jerusha,vess,and jamie(:i think it was the best camp ever(:i made new friends and we played games but WE WORSHIPED GOD!IF i get back to mg,i wanna join salt(: but its in the same time as gb):gah.nevermind(:MY MAIN WORRY IS ABOUT TOMORROW!its the results..chill ashley.chill.Mrs Tay and Ms Ling wants to treat us to macs tmrw :D going back to salt camp(:IT WAS A BLAST!we played this game where we had to slide on this mat thing and there was banana,papaya and other stuff oh gross.but it was fun:D then after that,we had to walk on our butts and then drank this thing that had kaya,papaya,banana and cereal(quite niceXD)vess cried.oh and then AT 1AM,they woke us up saying it was 7.30 alreadhy..the meaning of that activity was that God would call us to do something at some unexpected times(:but it was fun:Dwe were eating kinder bleuno(:heh(: the p6es were the last ones to wake up(:the last day was awesome especially the worship part(:oh right!the theme verse is
then Jesus said to his disciples,"if anyone would come after me,he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me.For whoever wants to save his life will lose it but whoever losses his life will find it."
Matthew16:24-25
i will continuing growing in God's love:D
bye,
if you love me first.
bye,
if you love me first.
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Sunday, November 22, 2009 ( 2:28 AM )
4 days..
4 days to my decision of school..
4 days of whether i'll cry badly or be happy..
i really wanna get back to mg..i don't wanna go to a neighburhood school cause most of them don't worship God..nevermind,i'm just gonna leave the results to God(:life's finally getting better(:S.A.L.T camp's tmrw(:i can worship God again(:ITS IN 4 DAYS..4DAYS..i'm freakin' freaking out.if you get me.
well,i think i'm mistly gonna miss GB,mg,the friends and the seniors from gb(: i can and can't wait for thursday
bye,
i guess i'll love you
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Friday, November 20, 2009 ( 9:32 PM )
camp was a blast:Dit was from wednesday to friday. it might be my last GB camp): missing it already): we went jurong bird park for the first day and the second half of the other.stayed in svhool for the rest.jurong bird park had better spagehtti than school:D well,i'm gonna miss gb.all the awesome seniors are there):on the last day,we had a christmas play and IT WAS AWESOME(:ruth was the love interest and siyue was the main character.yeah(: i'm gonna miss GB and the seniors(: I LOVE THE SENIORS THERE(:
bye
i'll still love you.i guess.
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